Thursday, May 22, 2008: Business Econometrics, hmmm :|
i finished half of my BE assignment yay! i'm happy i know whats going on (: i feel so proud of myself. now just to wait for the BE midsem results. i think its coming out next week! yikes. i dont think i'll do very well, especially after he went through the answers.. but in any case, i feel accomplished because i sat down with malcolm and taught him the basics of econometrics. hopefully he passes!
BE is so hard, i kinda regret that i took it. i really dont understand whats going on! but it still beats finance, thats alot worse than BE. i'm also clueless in ITF, and i'm behind in myfinancelab! i have to finish it in 3 weeks and i have a lot to do since the midsem :S how quickly time passes when you have so much to do!
i dont like school.
i was talking to naomi from work a couple of weeks back about how difficult it is to juggle school and work (naomi studies postgrad education (: ) and we both had assignments and exams that we did so well in that we were amazed even how we managed to achieve it! i'm pretty sure it was all God's work not my own! my God has been so faithful to me!
i guess i should stop complaining about how bad school has been! at least i didnt have to survive a cyclone like the people in burma and china did. we were praying for burma and china last friday at OCF, and i guess one thing that really hit home was the question of why God allowed such a disaster to happen. and there was a particular prayer point about for the christians in burma and china, that they might stand strong in the midst of the chaos and struggle to believe that God had a bigger plan behind the suffering that they were facing and the challenge of staying close to God in this tough time. i think this point challenged me to think about me and my faith. i think, without a doubt, that if i were burmese or a chinese national i would i have struggled to find a cornerstone where i could firmly say that God is with me.
anyhoo. i've been very tired recently, i dont know whats wrong with my body. i slept 12 hours last night its crazy! i even missed the man u match cos i was so tired. i'm tired again now, and its only 12am! maybe its cos of the erratic weather (cold and hot and rainy and sunny all at the same time), maybe its because its starting to get dark at 5.30 again (the perils of winter), and i have school :s which makes me sleepy.
i think with regards to school i should start to face each trial of not giving up on my units but instead have hope that God will be able to provide my every need.
life is cruel sometimes, but like serene says, when life throws you sour lemons, make sweet lemonade! (:
a shout of praise.
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